I need to be more open minded and willing to make risky decisions. I need to be okay with things not turning out as planned or going my way. I need to be okay with the fact that things might not turn out exactly as planned and deal with it. If i narrow my path, then I have closed out every other option given to me.
It was just a little reminder on how ungrateful and bitter I can be towards my parents. My lack of emotion and affection just make everything worse.
I remember the start of Sophomore, I was considering to drop AVID in order to take the classes I want. The power of prayer because I got all the classes I want to take. :’) I really hope and pray that itll all work out.
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There’s a cry in my heart
For Your glory to fall
For Your presence to fill up my senses
There’s a yearning again
A thirst for discipline
A hunger for things that are deeper
Could You take me beyond?
Could You carry me through?
If I open my heart?
Could I go there with You?
(For I’ve been here before
But I know there’s still more
Oh, Lord, I need to know You)
You dont even know and you dont even understand. You can continue thinking that in church we do nothing and its all to benefit the church. You keep believing what you want to believe. I much rather be with church and everything then be at home with all of you. Im tired of your assumptions and bashing on everything. My faith has grown so strong and I only want it to get stronger. You’ll never understand though. You just never will. I was called to take RCIA, you didnt take me to church or anything growing up. I went on my own last year, without you. I have learned and grown so much because of it. You’ll never understand how much I love going to church and God and everything. You’ll never understand my thirst to continue learning and getting closer with God. Just let me be. Im tired of your nagging already.
