February 2012
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"Why do you try so hard in school?"
I dont even know how to answer that question.
January 2012
50 posts
I remember the start of Sophomore, I was considering to drop AVID in order to take the classes I want. The power of prayer because I got all the classes I want to take. :’) I really hope and pray that itll all work out.
"Your so content with you life, how do you do it?"
Can you like just send me away...
You dont even know and you dont even understand. You can continue thinking that in church we do nothing and its all to benefit the church. You keep believing what you want to believe. I much rather be with church and everything then be at home with all of you. Im tired of your assumptions and bashing on everything. My faith has grown so strong and I only want it to get stronger. You’ll never...
You were at starbucks and you liked me but you never tried talking to me D:
Dude, your cute though but you never talked to me >____>
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Can I like have a thing with someone too?
The awkward moment when you see someone you know use to like you. LOL dude. Please go home. You’ve been here as long as I’ve been here x)
Dear future sponsor,
There is probably not a huge significant reason why I chose you or a “spiritual” connection I felt with you. But I want you as my sponsor because I can actually talk to you.
LOL. Oh the struggles I will encounter as I write my letter tonight.
There is just too much, this is all just too much...
LOL. It has like a hit that I’m still palampo. Hah K. Too committed though.
"If I were a Sophomore, I would've voted for you...
Thats reassuring, but if I were to have won, I wouldnt have met all you wonderful people~
Them hoes, keep hoeing.
17.
Skip a few days but ohwell.
There was Church on Sunday, as always. I am so content with being at church and I have come a long way towards building my faith.
Yesterday night, we had our cologuard outing/secret santa exchange thing. It was worth the monday night~~~
THIS. With the Colorguard Returnees~~~
itisnoteasybeingaprincess:
Friday the 13th :o
LOL. Well I got my pillowpet from Erika today :’) Now I have three since Edgar gave me two, I have wonderful friends~
Everyone made remarks today on how I’m cold hearted and how all that one simp ass sdhfjsdkh tells people stuff. Like the world is wrong with you, that never happened. I dont talk to you anymore and I probably never will. Anyway, well yeah…
LOL Jokingly texting people on Carlo's phone
1: Heeey. What are you wearing? ;)
2: What are you wearing?
1: Nothing
2: Me too
1: Say something naughty
2: let me touch yo body
1: ohh you wiiiild girl
LMAO made my day.
Deep Thoughts About You
Day 01: One interesting fact for every year you’ve been alive. Day 02: Your thoughts on death. Day 03: Your thoughts on religion. Day 04: Discuss your feelings on the word “love” and the way it’s used in today. Day 05: Ten things you’d like to say to ten different people, without using names. Day 06: A picture of your favorite relative. Day 07: A picture of your best...
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Way too many, I'm going to burn them...
When I see people who have been in a relationship...
In my head, I’m all like, I know you. What in the world, you keep hoeing.~~~
Horrible children that date people for nothing…
12.
I’m kind of glad you ‘gave up’ or so I’ve been told because that’s the best thing you could do. I’m a Cactus.
Anyway, everything is so disorganized this year and I am starting to lose fate in our team. We arent even half way through and its worrying me, I dont want to lose, and I dont want to look dumb. >.> I really hope our team can get it together...
Everyone has a thing with someone or in the relationship process. LOL okay. Still here, you all go have fun :3
I'm in a good mood
No idea why though.
I need a sponsor and everyone is saying to pray upon it and God will lead me to whoever it may be. I’m praying and I really hope I end up with an amazing sponsor that I actually talk to. I know they He will lead me the right way. So I’ll just pray.
01/11/12
Yesterday was my parents 21st anniversary, high school sweethearts and 21 years of marriage. LOL Today is the day I was baptized too x)
Anyway, today went by pretty quick, this week went by pretty quick. Had mock trial afterschool, it was the longest meeting in the world. I need to study for my test and what not and then I’ll be all good.
Maybe He has told me, but I wasn't listening.
10.
So… We had like a SA meeting and then I decided to go to colorguard instead of Mock Trial. Figured out 32 more counts :’)
Hahahah. Came home, ate, and slept. I still have homework to do but I’ll just do it tomorrow.
>.>
I need a sponsor!
Nine.
My priorities have changed so much this year, it’s so weird. This was the first day in FOREVER that I had nothing >.> Slept as soon as I got home too. I should start on my homework, but I’m to lazy.
Home from the musical, eating cucumbers.
I’m glad I joined RCIA and that I started to go to church a little after 10th grade started. I’m glad I went on the retreat , not knowing anyone. I’m so glad and so grateful to be following the Lord.I honestly couldn’t ask for anything more. My faith in Him is growing stronger and after every mass and lifeteen, I wish my faith in...
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I didnt do anything all weekend.
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Going to go to mass in like an hour and then watch the Christmas Musical ^____^
It is starting to be more obvious that I dont care anymore. I stopped stressing over my grades, stopped constantly checking webgrader, and doing my homework as soon as I get it. I have no idea what happened, but I cant continue not caring.
I don’t understand how people could like me for so long and I, give no affection in return. There are better people out there that are worth your time, don’t wast it on me. I am not worth it.
I know, I’m selfish and ungrateful most of the time. But trust me, I know what I have and I’m lucky.
"What is the worst thing that has happened to...
Really, nothing. I am so lucky and blessed that nothing tragic has ever happened to me. This question is so difficult to answer because I’ve never been through anything that was so horrible, I could cry just thinking about it. I’m so sheltered and lucky to have the parents and family I have. I know they would protect me no matter what, so I’ve never been through anything major....
Sometimes I question why I’m so mindset on being cold hearted and emotionless. I care about how you all feel and what not, but it honestly doesnt phase me. Walls to thick and tall for anyone to love~~
I wish I had more friends down to do anything, just spontaneously go somewhere. We just go and figure out the plan on our way. But no… No one wants to do that.
My thoughts when I scroll through twitter...
What a bipolar hoe
Hypocrite
No one cares..
You say that everyday
It’s best you tumblr that stuff
No
Good for you
That makes me feel palampo
You’re annoying, why do I follow you
I dont even know you
Umm..
You awkward child
What is wrong with you
Wow
I know thats about me, couldnt be more obvious
Your pain is humoring
Thats hilarious
-Horrible mean comment that I will...
My thoughts before I sleep...
I’m pretty damn content with where I am and where I stand as of right now. You don’t know me, no one really knows me.
You are such an emotional twat.
I’m thankful, okay. That is all
My priorities are different. I’m sacrificing not going on the retreat because of your reaction.
Honey, I have 99 problems and being alone is not one of them.
“How do you sleep at...
Seven.
Slept half my day away .____. I really want to go to Lobby Day but no ride. I really want to watch the Devil Inside Me tonight too, but no ride home D;
Okay whatever. Ill just stay home and do nothing. Half way done with my homework~~
I can be the meanest person in the world. Watch what you say because I can go two times harder if I had the heart to.
Six.
Jun is having an emoji conversation with me and I just woke up so I’m not in the mood >.>
Today was just another day of school… & then SA
Me and Mia got the Valentine’s day stuff done! ^____^
With everything I’m glad to be in SA and I really hope we decide on doing Mayfest and giving it out all because were doing it for our school.
Stressful Days Begin~~~~
Cinco.
Today was the first legit busy day. I went to mock trial and got my stuff done. Then went to SA and discussed everything. & then went to colorguard right when it ended to learn the new counts.
We got our SA pictures from Winterball today too :’)
Good day. I am content. I paid for the convention too. I was either going to go to the retreat or the convention but I ended up with the...
Day Four.
This will be my best friend for this term >.>
So today we went back to school… I dont really like the people in my first period, too many sophomores and they are all annoying as vkzdfjhgksel. I miss my first period with all the upperclassmen.
I guess Im ready for this term.
Day Three
Last day of break and went to Erika’s to do homework and wake her up. We knocked, rang the doorbell, and threw rocks at her door for a good 10 minutes until she realized it wasnt part of her dream and opened her door with me and Tracie waiting outside. Yeah, so we did our History portfolios and what not. Then went to buy food and work some more… Stopped Tracie so she could stay for...
Day Two.
Did absolutely nothing today but watch Law and Order and eat left overs. I want real food. Went driving with my dad though and went to Kapolei Target to practice parking lol. ohmy. My dad said hes gonna get cones..Went jogging with Tracie after too.
Okay that is all. Tomorrow is the last day of break.